I fell down from my chair yesterday(Wednesday) & landed right on my butt. Since I don't have much "meat" there, my tail bone (coccyx) got the full impact. I ended up breaking it. Man, it's been a while since I've really broken a bone, and I sure don't enjoy it one bit. I called an ambulance & was discharged a few hours later. Apparently, the only thing I can do if I break my coccyx is to let it be & wait for it to heal. But I really thank God that I didn't need any surgery or something like that.
For all the times that God has "broken" me (both literally & also in spiritual sense), I really do hope that I will learn to be moulded by Him more and more each time. I pray that even in my pain; not just physically but in every aspect of life; I can give out a ray of light that is called HOPE. One of the nurses there yesterday said to her colleague that I was very strong-willed & filled with fighting spirit. I really do wish that she would be able to see more than that. To see that the HOPE that I have, and the STRENGTH that I show does not come from me, but from my Heavenly Father who is always there for me.
I really thank God for allowing that to happen to me. It reminded me of how God intend to use my life as a testimony of His grace, mercy & LOVE. Praise Him also that I felt much better this morning. I couldn't even sit the night before but it was amazing how I was able to sit today and move around more freely (though much slower). So, I do pray that He will continue break & mould me into a person and a TESTIMONY of His GREATNESS. Hopefully He doesn't do it LITERALLY.
P.S: Also, thank you all who were very concerned about my condition. Sorry to scare you all. I really do appreciate each one of you.
God bless. =)
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